.what a day.............

hola !
selamat malam semua.

skunk dah pukul 1150.
ade yang tak makan lagi ?
esh3.
jangan makan dah.
nanti gemok macam aku.
kahkahkah !

rini aku tak bape happy sangat.
tapi pura-pura happy.
^___^


ibu calls it gossip but actually it's a news.
a bad news.
i never thought that it will repeated again.
ouh my.
i do cried because of it.
although ibu didn't cry in front of me but i noe that she's tried to be strong to face it.
its fated.
all day i kept thinking of it.
i kept thinking the bad that might happen to us.

what if bla bla bla ..
what if la la la la ..
what if ta ta ta ta ..

da bunyi macam lagu lady gaga plak.

i saw ibu sitting down alone at the kitchen with a cup of tea and a tin of biscuit.
she's not going to eat a tin of biscuit lah.
empty.
suddenly i came.
and start talking.

"bu, tgk neyh. besa." sambil ltk kat tgn ibu.
"haa ni lagi. yang len sume pecah-pecah" aku berckp lagi.

bende yg kaler2 org salu letak dlm bekas kaca, bile letak aer, dy akan kembang. taw x ?

tuka bahasa la plak. blank aku.

ibu bangun nak basuh tangan.
sambil berbisik
"dia dah mengaku dah. dah mintak maaf.esok letak jawatan"
aku diam. dengar jeh ibu cakap.

mmg betul.
uh.rase nak nangis.
nape perkara ni mesti berlaku ?

YA ALLAH.
kau selamatkan lah keluarga kami.
perkukuhkan la masjid yang dibina ini.
Kau jauhkan lah kami dari godaan syaitan.






















tears dropped ;(